To be honest, I didn't think I'd be writing today, or anytime soon with how insanely packed and frantic the days have been. Today, for example, I'll be taking two tests, and tomorrow, I will take another one, the day after that, I will take another one, and then next week, exams begin.
I was feeling a tad nervous, which is exactly why I decided I would take a breather, and clear my head by writing this and remind myself that I have scaled tougher things in the past and that whether or not I like it, I have to go through times like these. Oh, and that this may not even be anywhere in the list of the toughest things I'll do and have done. In like a month or two, I'd have forgotten all the headaches, and the semi sleepless nights. I don't even know how I do it sometimes, thinking back right now there's definitely been harder times than these, a lot of them. But the funny thing is once it's over, the memory of how difficult it was evaporates into thin air. And even when you remember it, or narrate it, it never seems to feel as difficult or hard as it felt in the moment, so I am pretty sure today and the next couple of weeks will fade into obscurity.
But what to do to stay afloat in the moment? Nothing. There's no way to make the route any easier, at least at this point, maybe in the past there were ways, but right now it's to stay fully submerged and to immerse myself in the experience. Who knows maybe I may even begin to enjoy it (I doubt that, I'm not like some of my scholar friends, but what if?)
At the end of the day, life is like different series of different video games with tons of challenges running all at the same time, beating a challenge takes you to the next level, and the higher you climb, the harder. It's up to you to choose the games you like to play and level up there. I have chosen mine, and now I have to play.
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