Sometimes all I want to do is ghost everyone and abandon everything just to run away somewhere else where no one knows who you're what you do
and you just explore that place and spend more time alone with yourself, without having to worry about responsibilities, pending bills or tasks and so on
Yea, we get these kind of thoughts and fantasies in mind when we're so exhausted in real life and I'm kind of exhausted after all these days have been most hectic ones so far.
So let's talk about one thing that I need right now which is none other than just some holidays
So when you're unemployed everyday is another holiday right? Like you've to wake up eat breakfast, use mobile all day long doomscroll on internet and than sleep at the end
But after you're employed than you'll crave for holiday like one person crave for chocolate or other delights at mid night
You know we only get 4 holidays in a month - right?
And that too each week we get only one off day which isn't enough to do anything you want to do like no plans at all
You barely get the time to go out and see the sky
Since you've to do other chores like get yourself a shave, haircut, get groceries and stuff
Wash those laundry you've stored for the entire week cause you were too busy working and now there's one day off so you gotta keep things clean and tidy
So after laundry you've to clean and set that room of yours
I get about two or three hours to doomscroll on social media and that's it like can't even talk to friends or go out somewhere with friends since they're all busy in their own life and have got similar routine
The kind of holidays I deserve
So I've this one cousin who's coming in about a week from another city because he got those holidays for like a month
Perks of doing a better job, so he's coming at our place meanwhile I won't have time for it
Like can't go anywhere far cause you gotta go back to office every morning
I wanna go back to my hometown and see what has changed, the mountains hikes and all is something I'm missing these days
But I know there's no excuses I want to hustle and work hard since these are the days that won't come back again and there's many expectations and dreams to fulfil ahead in this life
Wrapping Up...
Hopefully I'm saving my holidays for the later part of my life where I'll be spending time somewhere in the mountain and meadow watching the sunset with the love of my life
Uh I know I'm being delusional but that's the only way we create reality? From our imaginations right? And we got to put efforts into it? So get back to work, there's no holiday in this part of my life and unfortunately I'm too old (24) to enjoy life.
fin.
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