we are in the last quarter of the year and time's been slipping out of my hand, to be honest this year I haven't seen anything drastic happening in life whether it is progress or anything.
it's been going pretty much slow and smooth, no trouble and anything but I'm not at peace either. I want to do better than I'm doing presently but there's also this bit of relaxation that I've had this year
Like when nothing is going downhill, when the world isn't falling on you and you know you have nothing left to lose. It was that kind of year my portfolio remained at the lows because of the last year decisions
And I haven't forced myself into trying to recover that, more like I've let it go and now going on with the flow with the worklife and so on.
Moved to a new place
It has been such a problem for last couple of years that I've been moving from one place to another but this year I've figured out a solution and that is I've shifted to a place
Where I'm on contract and won't be moving anywhere cause they've increased rent or so on. It seems pretty valid living in one place from where you can go to work and do other stuff without any problems.
But the kind of change that I want to bring is having my own house, my own property and I've been working all these years trying to save and all just to make it happen, the day I'll become a home owner myself will be the day I'll be a little comfy until then there's no rest and no setbacks can stop me from trying over again from zero.
Still the same workplace
A year being employed is a year much more boring than all the years I've spent being unemployed, it's like so far this year I've spent more time on work than at home.
It's like I'm a guest at my home, I'll only go there to sleep and than comeback to work later that day just to do the same thing all over again.
It isn't that I hate doing it because I know what my responsibilities are and have got much more mature these days than before.
What happened last year kind of made me a different person who knows what his goals are and is working to make it reality.
I don't feel bad about things going wrong anymore, I don't care if something doesn't happen the way I want it to be and there's quite a peace in knowing that i don't need to be in control of everything, some things are better that way.
And throughout this year I've realised I'm only working and moving forward without stressing myself out over every minor inconvenience, so it's part of the growth and at some point in a year or two or doesn't matter how long it'll take I just know I'll somehow become and grow into someone I've been trying to be.
that's all folks.
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