Hello everyone, how are you? I hope you're all well. This question also got me thinking: how do I want to be remembered? how do I want to be remembered? I hadn't thought about it for a while. But it seems I need to.
I want to share my meditation experience. When I asked myself, "Who am I?" I appeared to be a very happy person. From that meditation, I resolved to change myself. I admit I seemed more serious and gloomy. Today, I find it difficult to cope with myself.
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In fact, some of the jokes I used to use often, but I can't use them anymore. I also chatted with one of my regular Ayam Bakar vendors, who said I looked gloomy and too serious. That's true. So, how will I be remembered?
Again, my answer remains the same. I want to be remembered as a cheerful, fun, and humorous person. I want to be lighter and explore life more meaningfully. I feel like I want to go back to my earlier years, free and free from the burdens I've been carrying.
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Why do I feel a little gloomy? In the last two years, after my mother died, it felt like I was carrying a burden that was too deep and heavy. I can no longer feel the freedom of life and a pleasant life. After enough meditation and release, I feel confident I will return to myself again.
Maybe reborn. That's what I want in the near future. That's all I can tell you. The recovery process does require time and full awareness. I also felt like I had been slapped by a post. Where it is necessary to be authentic. Be yourself. The most important thing is to start loving yourself.
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So, that's how I want to be remembered. People who grow and recover from life's storms. Someone who tells stories, is fun and humorous. It won't be too serious, like I was before. What do you think? See you in another story.
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