It was the evening of 18th May 2020 in which all the students of the Department of English had to have a dinner together and this dinner is called the annual dinner.
It was quite a bright evening to see, but for me it was a very disappointing evening.My face looked down and depressed and I was not happy at all.
Usually I go to these kind of events with preparation and well dressing but I had no heart to go to this particular event but still with a stone on my heart I went there because I was thinking that such a moment does not come again and again in my life.
My all classmates know what happened with me and even with my fellows. My whole was sad but I was the reason of their sadness. I didn't want to talk to anyone but still I was keeping my face happy. I was pretending that I am enjoying. My fellows tried to cheer me up but my heart was not catching anything. Otherwise everyone knows that I am a party person. 
There were so many things which were messed up in my mind and also in my real life. I was blaming myself that I am the sole reason for grief of everyone. At the same time I was bit sad over people's behavior. I wasn't expecting this much drama.
I know you( the reader) would be wondering that I am just complaining but not narrating the exact reason behind my sadness. I would just say one thing that there was communication error and gap due to which manipulation happened. Literally I cried. Still everything is okay and nobody cares.
There was a big crowd. I like crowd because there is fun but this crowd was just a mess and disturbing thing for me. It happens. When you are not mentally stable then everything looks weird and disturbing to you. I just want to escape from that zone. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I want to sit alone even In this crowd.
I took pictures because I was sure that I will surely write about this depressed day and depressed event of my life. Well I learned million lessons that day. I learned how to stay away from some people. 
Well, leave all these complains- this annual dinner was an average event of my university life.
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